i don't know where my time is going. hours seem to drag into days and those into weeks and all of the sudden i find myself in a new month. the summer has been busy. i have hardly had any time to decompress with my kids but every now and again i get a moment where i catch myself listening to georgia and dylan sing playing, andrew and georgia playing pretend or all three of them playing toys in the office and i have to smile. these moments are rare and precious. i wish i could save them forever. i often want to peek in and watch them but i know i would interrupt and start the whole mommy i need... or mommy andrew's doing... you know that game? so i stand on the outside, content to listen in on their fun. it's a good place to be.